the red pill.

the truth, and nothing else. 

nothing but the whole damn truth. 

is it worth pursuing? 

tell me...... are you worth pursuing ?

lift the veil:  

of what is real and what is not.  

there’s no way back from here. there’s no going back now.  

down that road.

can we, can we...  

if even for a minute, let down the insecurities.  

the doubts that surround us and cloud our vision. 

i know i expect a lot.  

i expect a lot. i stipulate a lot. i want a lot.  

but i wouldn't give you less.  

no, i wouldn't give you less.  

so take from me, as you please.  

please. please, mercy me.  

don't let up.  

don't let me down this time.  

cause i’ve been down the road of disappointments. of infidelities. of uncertainties. 

can we, can we.  

live in the now and forget about the yesterday’s of today.  

can we, can we not.  

can we just not this time. 

decoded hearts.

i know that my genetic code has been analyzed and decoded because you were made for me. just for me.... 

unforgiving.

forgive me.  

forgive me if i don't forgive you.  

if i erase all the traces of you from the corners of my mind. 

i was a fool to love you.   

i was a fool to trust you.  

and i still haven’t matured.  

tear & dissect.

searching for the medium to express all of these emotions.  

dial your number. ring ring. you pick up. i hear the static from your side of the phone despite the multiple attempts at tuning into your frequency. 

i’m sorry i don’t write anymore. 

and i’m sorry that you read me still.