a moment.

my relationship became too private.  

the words too explicit to write. 

probably because the feelings got to deep and real to even attempt to describe. 

i stopped trying to decipher shit in certain aspects of my life..... not because of lack of interest, or lack of curiosity even.

rather more, because things make sense and i've allowed my self to get lost in these moments. to get caught within the moment. i'm living in the moment.   

eye love.

you make love to me with your eyes.....

in dim, empty rooms that we light and fill with passion, lust, madness. 

when you look at me i can feel you pierce through my being, my energy, my potential: my all.

i am explicitly nude.

you are intensely aware. 

it is in the moments in which our eye contact is sustained, that our love is made.

love:

a moment of impact. 

a moment of synchrony. 

a moment of connection. 

a moment of clarity. 

a moment of insane sanity. 

a moment of life.

you see, you look at me and i can't look away. 

 

-those eyes. those eyes fucked me forever