conversation with Moguls
i know that the moment in which we transitioned into what we now know to be "us" tectonic plates shifted and two galaxies somewhere in this universe collided .
-potential energy vs kinetic energy.
power trip.
amongst the amusing mystery of it all i have found myself.
there is something about you that i can't quite put my finger on. and frankly i don't care to.
me, and my need to know it all.
you, the exceptional exception.
i have this unquenchable thirst and this insatiable hunger, for you.
these thoughts of consuming you consume me, and i let them.
the more i have of you the more I want.
the more I want.....
your signature intentfull touch, those kisses that lead on.
you turn it all off when you turn me on.
and it's such a power trip...
what a power trip.
the gods.
i lay with a man who prays for me to his God. he is virteous. he is my purest sin.
fuck fate.
i don't like the concept of fate because it causes me turmoil to attempt to grasp the fact that my life is out of my control..... but there's been people and situations that ive encountered in which ive had that "this is right. this is exactly where i belong at this moment" feeling. and this is right and this is exactly where i belong at this moment.
but i still say "fuck fate", and make what i want out of life. get my way and have my way with it.
selfless selfishness.
what's mine is mine,,,, and i don't share.
but, my degrees of selfishness is directly proportional to my degree of selflessnes for it.