chest pain

i wrote this from my heart, cause my mind was gone.... and you were out of reach. i've been searching from within myself for answers cause the scriptures are misleading and i don't trust enough these days to put my faith in anyone else's hands. 

in pursuit of happiness i've found heartbreak, left on empty trying to fill the void.  

i can't find my voice within these words.

i can't hear my conscious thoughts over this internal turmoil. 

love me 'til i'm me again.  

love me 'til i'm me again.  

i just want to be free again. feel again. love again. live again. hate again. die again. 

 

 

lover, not a hater.

i pray my words illicit feelings you can't describe.... that you feel them in your soul. that they bring you light in your dark days.... warmth on the cold ones.... love on the ones full of hate. and that you never do me wrong or speak of me in vain, because no amount of hate can equate the love that i have for you.