publishings
damn you for writing that book & not keeping me in your diary.
you said you’d always keep me in your diary.
damn you for writing that book & not keeping me in your diary.
you said you’d always keep me in your diary.
leave through the same door you entered. & don’t look back, because I sure won’t.
you feel like poetry/
sharp, like edges on a fresh page.
that cut if you don’t handle with care.
you feel like poetry/
warm, like a flame can,
if you get just close enough to it.
what’s the difference between close enough and too close?
and at what point are you too far gone?
i swear, i can’t tell the difference these days.
or perhaps, i just never learned to tell.
you feel like poetry/
real, like poems you read so many times, they archive as true stories do.
what was real
and what was not ?
i guess, that just depends on who you ask…
the writer or the muse.
of lows
and highs.
of understood
and misunderstood.
perhaps it made sense to you,
but it didn’t make sense to me……
i think we forgot the importance of context,
trying to keep-up with the content.
give me context.
i need context.
it’s hard for me to keep up..
not with your updates,
but with the story line(s).
is this how we want to be remembered ?
is this how you want to be remembered ?
is this how i want to be remembered?
frozen still:
picture perfect,
& wordless.
through a series of stories,
but story-less.
in this moment in time….
highlight reels,
& low self-esteem.
socially connected,
& still isolated.
put down the machine.
tell me your story,
& let me read you these words.
get to know where i come from. what i’m going through. what i’m looking forward to.
instead of assuming based on the things that you see… based on the things that i decide to share.
there’s so much i don’t show but can tell.
i’d tell you if you’d ask or engaged me.
…beyond boosting your engagement.
…beyond boosting your own ego.
but, that’s a conversation for the soul.
when you are ready to have it…