I believed in your vision when you didn't look at me with clouded vision.

I've started to write messages in empty bottles that will never get to you because there are too many seas between us.

Seas filled with preconceived notions and doubts.

There are too many miles between us...

and as of late, I can feel distance, and I'm not talking about the miles.

I used to feel your presence more than someone who's I always had around.

You've been around and around...

And I've waited and waited, convinced that good things come to those who wait.

All that wait makes a person wonder, what if better things come if initiative is taken?

My every attempt at better takes me further away from you.

And I can't help but always wonder,

What if when you make it all the way around I'm no where to be found.

An empty heart and full head can get the best of you.

The best of me you always had...

Even when I had none of you.

The best of me you still have...

and I still have none of you.

I keep my mouth quiet but my brain won't ever shut the fuck up about you.

I try so hard not to act reckless..

I think about you even when I'm not thinking.

Stop missing all the moments that matter because your presence matters.

It matters to me.

I guess I missed you so much I went missing.

I still believe in your vision....

I just need you to stop looking at me with clouded vision.