System Overload
Sometimes I wish I could just search my mind for memories related to you, select them all, and permanently delete you...
If I were to erase you all of my other pathways would probably crash.. I would probably collapse because it seems like everything is linked to you, somehow...
But I still wish I could delete you....
I just want to force quit you.
Because my brain is corrupted, anyways....
And I'm at system overload, either way.
Instead of aiding you just add to the pain.
I'd do it all, just to numb the pain.
Tell me how do I move forward without completely leaving you in the past?? Seems like the only way to move forward is to let go of the past... Right now everything is spinning as I standstill...I get caught in the motion while in motion, and I can't seem to walk away.
Caught between what's bound to be and what i wish could be... and I just let it be.. Because presently i'm so far gone just to get you gone from me. But I can't shake you... And that throws me off balance because I can't erase you.
You're in my head and you have me going out of my mind. I'm all out of time and storage capacity....
I just want to rid myself of your memory....
Cause it was such a pleasure to have met you, but as of right now..I just want to forget you.
I have to forget you.... Before all of my systems crash.