in that moment.

sometimes i choke up, and the word can't quite roll off my tongue.  

perhaps thats for the best, because sometimes im afraid saying it out loud will diminish the meaning.... in a sense it would take from the moment if you have to listen... that's when i touch your face, lock eyes with you... and just hold you in that moment, because that's all that there's left to do.... and hope that the energy transfers and the message is conveyed.