growth.

personal growth has me outgrowing relationships.....

left and right, i go front and they tend to stay behind.

relationships of all dynamics. 

some people don't change, and some people change too much. 

some days that weights on me; but still,  i continue to bust at my seams.... 

-forgive me for leaving you behind, i always tend to get so ahead of myself.... which i've learned, is not a bad thing, in its entirety. some where along the way i started clinging on to moments more than i did to humans. and i'm ok with it. because at the end, when it's me, by myself, all alone at last that might be the only thing that i'll be; a collection of moments: the direct effect of all the people, situations, circumstances, scenarios, that i inputted energy into and got an output back. and it stored, to be accessed later. the end.