chest pain

i wrote this from my heart, cause my mind was gone.... and you were out of reach. i've been searching from within myself for answers cause the scriptures are misleading and i don't trust enough these days to put my faith in anyone else's hands. 

in pursuit of happiness i've found heartbreak, left on empty trying to fill the void.  

i can't find my voice within these words.

i can't hear my conscious thoughts over this internal turmoil. 

love me 'til i'm me again.  

love me 'til i'm me again.  

i just want to be free again. feel again. love again. live again. hate again. die again.