fight or flight.

quiet now, settle down. 

all the things i shouldn’t say, i say them twice. and pray they resonate.

listen.... for once.

it’s hard to love you on the days that i don’t love myself.  

it’s hard to love you when you don’t love yourself.  

it’s hard to listen to you over the voices in my head. 

have to lose you to find myself.  

speaking in past tense,  

i had to lose you to find myself.  

let me say it again, … i had to lose you to find myself.