untitled. again.


i know I promised that I'd stay away but I can't stay gone for long. 

When it comes to you I can't control my mind and the way it wanders away from me. 

When it comes to life I can't control you, I can't force us, I can't minimize these miles that lie between us 


I don't understand love, mental connections.. 
our wires were tangled from the beginning. and the more I'd try to undo the knots, the more caught up in you i got. 

I let you rob me of my youth, my words, my kisses, my life... but that's the way you are... that's how you've always been... you take what's not yours, what hasn't been granted to you, and you turn it into art... i fell in love with your faults. i liked the risks, and no matter what was lost, a lot more was gained. 

we raged a war. and there's no peace treaty. there's no common ground. just destruction for the sake of creation. and perhaps this is it, the last last, because we've exhausted our resources...  but let's take a step back, look at all that we've created. we weren't able to make it together, but the final draft is a result of what we brought out in each other. you brought out the best in me.... and our only fault, was in our stars....